Date: Saturday, June 20, 2009
Time: 7:24 PM

"I wanted to blog but I forgot about what" - from Belala's blog

It's not lack of blogging material that keeps me away but more a surplus of it. I just can't be bothered to write about all of the fleeting instances in my life. I know they happened and that's enough for me! However I feel so sorry everyone who's visiting my blog hoping for some sort of update that I'll do a very quick and short (erm short by my standards) post about the superficial gossip in my life.

First off they FINALLY called me in for my SMU interview. About time damn it! So this Tuesday I'll have to smile and chit chat polietly to some interviewer despite SMU no longer holding any sparkle for me. Thinking back I'm not sure it ever did... I was just excited about going to Univeristy and didn't really care where I went. Now though that the sparkle of starting a new chapter of my life has worn off ... well either way I still have to go to the interview. Parent's wishes must be fullfilled in order to get my way later!

Oh decisions! I've never been and never will be good at making them. I over think and analyise the info given to me until every choice has some far fetched outcome that I find distressing.

This week was camp week! We could have done better on the organizing side but the kids had a great time and all of them want to come again. For me thats more than enough to make up for my sleep less nights and blistering headaches. OH and my sore throat! MCing little kids = hard on the vocal chords and tiering on the body. Special thanks to the BIC people who came to help out! I know non of you read my blog and I'll be emailing you all to thank you for a job well done. :)

Thanks as well to all of the SBMers who came down to help out. The kids especially liked "Uncle Ernest" and "that tall guy" <-- Kaiwen

Awww! I just got this email in my inbox. I'll censor his name.

parents

Happy <3 Ciao my few blog readers!

Date: Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Time: 7:43 PM

My blog is a slowly sinking ship :c Ok scratch the slowly ... my blog = submerged under water Poseidon style with passengers and crew on some levels already dead. And much like the movie Poseidon no ones really intresed knowing what happens to the remaining survivors.

Oh well! Time for What in the World Has Juu Been Doing! (if you have no intrested in my private life please exit this blog now following will be a lot of rambeling about a yet undecided topic)

I am now CPR certified again. Woohoo! ... yeah. OH and first aid! Due to my fear of one day bleeding out of a major artery I found the class super uncomforable to take. D : They showed us all these images of blood shooting out of random parts of the human body and I think the dude who was teaching us noticed how uncomfortable I was cause he kept looking at me with this " And that is why IM the doctor to be" any ways he must be sadistic because he lingered on the pictures with the grusomest images prolonging my suffering.

Just in case I wasnt uncomfortable enough during the class, they gave us pamphlets to take home so we can "refresh our memories" .... the graphics in them = even more disturbing then what they gave us in class. Needless to say that pamplet is going to go somewhere I never ever accidentally open it again D :

I pray I never have to use my first aid/CPR skills because really judging from ^ that up there I hardly doubt I'll be of much assistance. No...the situation will probobly unfold like this ...

On day, a young and innocent young woman by the name of Juulia was strolling through the streets of Singapore. As she turns the corner she stops abruptly for in the distance she sees what appears to be a man sprawled out on the side walk! "SHIT" she thinks to herself and tries to run away but unfortunetly for Juulia and luckly (or unluckley depending on how this story turns out) for the man , she just isn't evil enough to leave him to die.

Quickly remembering her training she kneels at the mans side and taps him on the shoulders 'Hello hello!' Upon hearing no response or seeing any signs of life the young girl calls out into the empty street "Help! Someone call 911 I mean 955? no thats not it.... that number...you know! the emergency number!" After taking care of the ABCs of CPR she blows to long breaths into the strangers mouth and traces her middle finger from along the man's.... ok i'm sorry but is it just me or is this sounding like I'm molesting this poor mans body? D :

anyways my point is that in the end id probobly foget to call for proper help and break the guys ribs resulting in his premature death. OR id be performing CPR on a dead person -.-

Date: Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Time: 7:11 PM

Today I got woken up by the buzz buzz of my phone telling me I had a text from Belala and Kw who were sleeping together (not in that way D :) They asked me if they could join me at my house making their two some a three some but :c sadly for them my answer was ... no. -.-

My bed = my sacred sanctuary ... my very small sacred sanctuary. D : I miss my big bed! My current twin sized temple of sleep is only just and just big enough for me, my pillows, and my stuffed animals. To many a night I have awoken to find my pillow on the floor ... my blanket tossed unceremoniously beside it. ;c That's not the way I want to live my life!! I want to sleep in a giant King sized castle of pillows blankets and sheets.

But alas.. I think If i tried to fit a king sized bed into my bedroom...its all Id have space for.

Yesterday I was going through all of the files on my computer deleting things I don't really need. That's...when I found it. A folder full of audio files. You maybe be thinking to yourself "Pray tell what kind of audio files were in this folder!?" Fear not my little blog reader! Cause even if you don't want to know...I'm going to tell you.

Audio files...of me singing. -.- A lot of them. Obviously I had to listen to all of them. D : Turns out I have a fondness for strange songs and making weird noises....but really the ppl who know me well already know that. -.-

Date: Monday, April 27, 2009
Time: 8:32 AM

What else could I blog about but the fine and delicate science that is... the Art of Seduction. Although many people assume I only have one tip when it comes to seducing men (aka wear low cut tops and show what nature gave you) in truth D : I am a treasure trove of information that has been collection over many many hours of googling and reading teenage girls magazines! So come my young pupils and learn from the master! ... who happens to be single D : ..... alone ...so alone...

Now this lesson on flirting is for the girls not the guys because D : you know... I dont have all that much experience flirting with girls.. that's just not the way I roll *starts singing I Kissed a Girl softly* ... AND I LIKE IT.... ok anyways moving on ... its all in the eyes.



Item 1 -
When flirting with a guy lock your vision on your prey and catch their eyes. Look away and look back and smile! If your going for the whole "sex kitten" approach you might want to take this time to let him see you checking him out aka giving him the old up and down and then letting your smile become even wider.

D : Lets face it...most men are full of themselves and while us girls don't really enjoy getting checked out and smiled at in a creepy way... guys dooooo. If your worried you won't be able to master the seductive smile PRACTICE.

Just... make sure your in a private room because generally... if someone catches you smiling at yourself in the mirror they assume your either A. crazy or B. really full of yourself. D : I learned that the hard way...

Item 2-
Now if your shy item 2 is going to be a bit hard for you because it calls for physical contact. If your on a date with a guy you like lean in a bit when he talks. Also lightly touch his arm if its on the table to emphasize something when your telling a story. D : DON'T MAKE IT LOOK FAKE! Try practicing with friends who you know won't mind a little innocent flirting. Remember its the fine ART of seduction and just like any art form it takes practice. Try smiling some more while initiating any physical contact.

D : Thats all the flirting tips I'm going to give for now ... try mastering these too before moving onto more complex and seductive (wowo) flirting moves. Just remember that flirting should feel natural and you should try not to think about it to much. Over thinking is much much worse than simply being shy. D : at least being shy can seem cute and innocent!

BONUS- OH OH! if your somewhere crowded you can try talking softly into your crush's ear. Obviously not so softly he can't hear lah but don't you know..shout -.-

Date: Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Time: 8:10 PM

I have Bloggers Guilt!!

:c But really my lack of interest in blogging springs from the fact that there isn't really anything interesting going on in my life. D :. In fact the most exciting thing to have happened to me recently might have been finding out that my cat drinks out of the toilet when we aren't in the room -.-

Yeah...I am now sorta afraid to touch my kitten :c I mean she basically goes all the way into the toilet! D : In even more "exciting" news I am now bumda da duuuum! taking acting lessons! : D Which is fun cause I slapped a guy... of course maybe I found it fun because I didn't exactly ask him if I could slap him D : I just sorta walked up to him in the scene and erm hit him on the face.

Oh oh! And I found my new favorite royal person. Prince Carl of Sweden! Who looks a whole bunch like Orlando Bloom. D : Like a whole bunch.

Prince Carl of Sweden

and Orlando Bloom... Prince Carl of Sweden's look-a-like.

Seriously the two look a whole bunch alike. D : If they ever make a movie about Prince Carl they should really cast Orlando Bloom , his separated at birth twin, to play the part.

Hmm now lets see...what else can I share with everyone? There isn't much :c Instead I shall leave you with the opening part of my Uni Application cover letter.

Date: Monday, March 16, 2009
Time: 7:00 PM


AHA! Bel this pic is posted especially for you, my number one (and only) blog reader! Now when ever you visit you can scroll down (granted I find time to post new posts) and see a shirt less Snape!

Personally I prefer the young Tom Riddle
Oh yes evil never looked so good! ... actually it did... I sorta like the guy who played the young Hannibal ...

Date: Thursday, February 26, 2009
Time: 6:08 PM

Did you have sex today?
D : what do you think??


Have you ever smoked a cigarette?
nope and i dont plan to -.- their cancer sticks and turn your teeth super yellow...


Did the last person you made out with have piercings or tattoos?
:c im sad to say no...guys with tattoos and piercings dont really seem attracted to me



What time did you wake up this morning?
9 -ish

What pair of shoes did you wear today?
D : i havent gone out yet today..so no shoes


How's your day been?
eh its only been an hour and 16 min since i woke up -.- so pretty good... pretty good

Ever kissed anyone 30 or older?
D : not unless someone lied about their age


What are you listening to?
the lovely sound my aircon makes : D


Have you kissed anyone last week?
erm no :c *sadded*


How late did you stay up last night?
later than i was suppose too :c

Is this the best year of your life?
D : not by far


Have you ever cried from being so mad?
nooo -.- when im rage filled i tend to break things vs shedding tears



Whats on your mind?
" :c i have crappy looking nails..." what? D: you asked


Do you believe in true love?
to some extent


In the past week have you felt sad?
ooooooh yeah


Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
hmmm i like to have a little of each


How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
erm older than 27?



Do you laugh at your own jokes?
sadly yes :c usually im the only one who finds them funny




Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
not everyone...but most people



Do you hate when people smoke around you?
yes D : im fine with people giving them selves cancer but id like to live past 40




If you were in the hospital would your number one come see you?
:c number one??




Is anyone in your top a virgin?
OH this is one of those myspce ones!! *goes to look* ohyeah i think 70 percent are


Are you currently reading a book?
yup im re-reading one of my many many books



Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
it depends... usually i dont let see they've hurt me because im afraid of letting the other party "win"



Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?
noooope



Do you use the word "hello" daily?
no -.- im more of a "hi" type of girl



Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
D : some really good looking model like guy with a heart of gold and mind as sharp as a knife?



Honestly, if you could go back one month and change something would you?
maybe..but its better to leave the past alone and not think about it to much


Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
in bed?



Are their song lyrics that are stuck in your head?
yes that wiggles song -.- toot toot chugga chugga big red car..we travel near and we travel faaaar


Do you have plans today?
mhm yup i doo want to hear them?? no? thats to bad :c



What can't you wait for?
the day i ride a segway!


How much milk do you put in your cereal bowl?
depends on the amout of cereal in the bowl D : i dont like to have left over milk



Have you ever dated someone you didn't like?
not really...but i almost did :c



Have you ever been skinny dipping with the opposite sex?
yes -.- but when i was really little



Are you normally a happy person?
hmm i think im a happy AND emo person i can be happy happy one minute and then BAM emo Juulia sets in!



Do you miss anyone?
i miss a lot of people




Are you proud of the person you've become?
hmm i dont think "proud" is the right word D : but I'm comfortable in my own skin and becoming more so every day



Have you ever told anyone you'd be with them forever?
no ... i might have joked about it but ive never said it seriously -.- why promise something you cant control?




Do you live close to the person you like?
yes :c oh elevator dude! i know you live in one of the floors under me!



Who was the first person you told about your first kiss with the last person you kissed?
D : omb that was to long ago to remember *single for a long period of time*


Do you have a picture of you kissing someone?
erm no -.-


How long have you been at your current job?
i work very hard at being a slacker thank you D :


Have you ever gotten bitten or your hair pulled while fooling around?
no comment.




Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
yes :)



Have you ever been to NYC?
D : well... not new york city so to say...but the airport :c and an airport hotel..




Is marriage in your future?
D : maybe... im only 18! :c who knows what my future holds?



Are there any previous relationships you wish could have lasted longer?
not really -.-




Want to have kids before you’re 30?
mmmm it depends on how many kids i want


Name something you have to do tomorrow?
F.A.T!



Are you satisfied with life?
not always but i try to be




Letter that your name ends in:
A


Are you registered to vote?
er no



What states do you have a driver's license in?
florida
but i want one from finland <-- c's answer LOL finland ftw!! : D



What language did you take up in high school?
Latin LOL


What's the brand of your computer?
Dell


Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
D: WHAT!? in the shower!?




Could you go a day without eating?
erm maybe..but only if there was no food in sight

Have you ever fell asleep in someones arms?
mhm



What are you doing tonight?
dancing : D



Where was the last place you slept other than in your bed?
hmm...the floor -.-




What was your first thought when waking up in the morning?
":c i dont wana get up i dont wana!!....is that coffe



Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
no... i think if you repeated a moment over and over it would eventually becoming boring no matter how magical it was


Do you always answer your texts?
yuuup sometimes i even anwer the star hub ones for fun -.-


What's the last song you listened to?
poker face- lady gaga


Did you sleep in past noon today?
erm its 10:46 am right now...so no



Talked to an ex lately?
nope -.- and i dont really want too


Did you do anything stupid today?
i tried to paint my nails :c and then hit my hand on my desk...again...



If you could have something right now, what would it be?
anything?? D : a sports car .... or world peace....


Do you want someone back in your life?
mmm theres a few people who would be nice to have back



Last thing you had to drink?
coffee of course -.- do you even have to ask?


Is anything annoying you right now?
the aircon is blowing straight into my face and drying my eyes out D :



What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
switched of my bedside lamp



Is this summer gonna be a good one?
:c ill probobly be forced to work....



Are you trying to avoid liking/loving somebody?
erm no D :




Does it take a lot to make you cry?
i cry easily... -.- i just dont cry in front of people




Who is the last person you talked on the phone with?
O_O erm some random dude who called



Do you miss your past?
no.. i like myself better now than I did in the past



Have you ever skipped school cause you didnt feel good?
=.= omb you have no idea how many times... i used to be very well known for it back in the day. the principle knew me by name D : because i was sent to her office so they could check if i was actually sick or not


Would you ever date someone who thought they knew EVERYTHING?
erm... no -.- nobody knows everything

Do you want to have kids?
sure but not right now D :


Do you like your cell phone?
mhm theres nothing wrong with it but but :c iphooooneee *unattainable dream*



Do you like to wear sweatpants?
hmmm only at home




What do the majority of people in your life call you?
Juulia...that IS my name you know -.-



How many piercings/ tattoos do you have?
Just my ears are pierced right now but D : I WANT A TATTOO!!




Do you want anyone?
define want o_o are we talking "want to be friends" or "want to rip your clothes off"?




Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
i dont think ive broken anyones heart...just bruised a few





Which TV show have you seen pretty much every episode of?
umm a few -.- Bones, Ugly Betty, Bewitched, Scrubs, ANTM



What does your hair look like right now?
its long-ish



Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yuuuuup : D



When is your birthday?
September 30th


What are you listening to right now?
...wasnt this question already asked?


What are you wearing on your feet?
skin..and nailpolish


How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
im more of a messanger/SMS type of girl


Do you like your bed?
mhm i <3 style="display: none;" gauntlet_tokenizer_reserved="">



What color is your keyboard?
erm gray with black letters...and some nail polish splotches here and there =.=



How has this past week been for you?
demanding in every way


Will this weekend be a good one?
yes and no


Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
D : im wearing a guys shirt right now




Do you love anyone?
yes i doooo




First girl to text you today?
;c no ones texted me yet OMB A TEXT! *reads* its from bel : D



Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
ohhhhh yes.
D:<



Are you texting or IMing anyone right now?
nope im suppose to be working =.=



Has your heart ever been broken?
yep......


Who's one person you miss a lot?
I can't name just one D:


How often do you talk to your most recent ex ?
never -.-