Date: Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Time: 5:53 PM

Today is my 20th post. o_o I never thought I'd be able to post so many posts ... we'll when (and if) I reach 100 posts I'll do a happy dance. Oh well, it's not really something to get excited about. The content of my blog isn't really that impressive, but after the many failed blogs I've had over the years... this is a big change.

Maybe its the fact that I've been reading other people's blogs recently. Yes that's right... I might be reading YOUR blog. Anyway seeing other people posting inspires me to post as well. To get my thoughts down on a piece of ... web space. So to everyone who has a blog thank you for blogging... oh and thank you for reading my blog. -.-

I have noticed that the posts of most people can't compare to mine length vise. I've really got a knack for writing really long stuff. I usually have to cut down on how much I post since I figure if I want to have any chance of getting blog readers... I have to post stuff that people won't still be reading after 30 min. Anyways just imagine how long and un-cropped post from me would be.... it's mind boggling.

.... I just realized how much I've written on a very unimportant/ uninteresting topic.... sorry sorry! I'll think of something exciting to blog about.. hmm... well nothing to exciting happened to me yesterday. I got the first half of one of my piano pieces to a level where even Iida ( the critic in the family) admits to it sounding quite good. And the kitten and me had a bonding moment when he came and curled up next to me and fell asleep. Aww... it was very sweet until he bite me really hard. -.-

After that bonding moment with the cat I spoke to my dad about my future. Although I know my parents will be supportive no matter what I choose to go into so long as its an ethical profession, they are worried that I'll pick a profession that doesn't have a future. I guess in a way its what I'm worried about to and it's the main reason I can't just pick something. It's a decision of something I'd enjoy doing more or something that will be a safer choice and will benefit me more. Also the fact that I have the natural skill required for a lot of different jobs doesn't help. -.- If I was only suited for one thing I wouldn't have to pick.

Anyways in my Dad's opinion I should go into law or clinical psychology over some form of design. The chance of me being successful according to him is almost guaranteed as a lawyer of a psychologist, but as a designer there is no way of knowing if I'd succeed. Also.. its easier to branch out from the law and psychology field then from the design field. >.< The head ache!!!! Well I'm sure I'll make the right decision in the end ... and if I don't then *shrug* I'll make the best of it... Of course as a lawyer I'd get to wear a suit and boss people around.... its quite tempting...

Eh well I'll just go visit NUS for the law and psychology and NTU for the design. -.- Wish me luck! I think I've posted on this matter a few times... its probably because is weighing down quite heavily on me. In general I have problems making decisions. From what to wear in the morning to what to order at a restaurant, I just can't pick! Drive people crazy sometimes. Anyways that means that making this large of a decision is ... more hard for me than for most people. -.- Eh well I'm not depressed yet so it's all good, just a bit confused.

.....How come I can't write this much so easily for school!?