Written Friday night

*yawn* I'm dead beat!! After the mornings rather ... hectic events I rushed to piano and then from piano to meet Mich and Kw to discuss PTF stuff. =.= Then after that we went to SBYM to prepare for the dinner thingy. Everything after that is a bit blurry. @.@ I had a headache by this time and was feeling a little down, but somehow I manage to make it through the night!!

I did mess my lyrics up a little bit =.= but luckily my brain still function enough for me to cover it. I should actually be asleep by now... tomorrow morning at 9 I have to go over to my neighbors house and then at 11.30 I have to be a SBM to prepare for PTF. But... I don't feel like sleeping yet and since my brain is still partially working it seemed like the perfect time to blog out the days events. Hmm.. I think I'll share with every one a secret of mine.

Sometimes... I think in blog. =.= Er how to explain.... I might see a man and in stead of just thinking “Oh a man!” I think “The man looked like he was sad... “Maybe hes having a bad day” I thought” @.@ It's not normal!! But its a lot of fun... its like having a commentary about your life. Except sometimes I add things into it that haven't happened/couldn't possibly happen. Sorta like this....

“Juulia tapped away at the keys of her laptop. Her wariness was apparent on her face.. yet she was determined to blog anyway. The events of her day had been to great .. to important not to share with the world. Hey! It's not everyday a girl gets to witness a bank robbery.”

Er yes... that sorta thing. =.= At first it was fun... but then I started commenting on the smallest things like leaves and bugs.. a little internal monologue of strange comments and insights. =.= It makes me wish there was some sort of speech recognition software for brain waves. Sometimes while I'm out and about I come up with great ideas and thoughts but.. I forget them almost instantly. If I had some sort of hand help device that recorded my thoughts.. I could play them out later. Xept... there has to be a least a few thoughts on there that I don't want people to read!! What about if I saw someone I liked and just happened to think about them and then WAM it would type if out o_o er.... talk about embarrassing =.= This is what the print out of my thoughts would look like then.... ( im using _____ for where the name should go)

“.... alright this is pretty boring... nothing to do.. nothing to do what so ever.... oh look fish!... o_o _______ sure looks nice tonight.. I wonder if hes got a date later. Hmm.. oh shit hes looking over here act cool Juulia act cool! ... who am I kidding.. im like the anti cool -.- I'll just look at these fish. Purple blue.. I wonder how ________ is doing... we don't really talk that much hmm I should go ask him xept... what if he doesnt want to talk to me!! Its better to look at the fish... ooh hes leaving -.- I spent the whole night with the fish and now _____ is gone.. darn it!!”

Yuuup xept of course it would be more exciting then that.. i might mention the color of ______'s shirt or something.