Written Sunday Night-

I'm taking a break from writing a report to blog for a bit -.- other wise I'll start to loose concentration... ok fine intrest in the report and start to write well... crappy =.= . So this blog entry is my lapse into sanity before I continue to write -.-. Hmm why don't I write about today's events.

In the morning I went over to my neighbors apartment to watch her son who's 7. The boy's really sweet and easy to watch =D My dream job. Anywho apprently on Sunday mornings he has swimming lessons at a swimming complex near our condo.. well sorta near its about a 25 min journey on bike. On Saturday morning Con.'s mom showed me where the bikes were in preperation for Sunday and I thought “Hey =D this is easy” but on Sunday when it came time for me to actually ride the bike -.- things didn't turn out exactly as planned.

I got the bikes unlocked ... eventually =.= ( the lock was rusty!!) but then found that the seat was o_o really really high. Way to high for me. I'd have to be maybe ... 4 cm taller to get up on that thing. But.. I tried to get up on it anyway. @.@ Kicking off I struggled to get up onto that high high seat... and actually manged to get up there!! Er sadly =.= my pant leg got caught in the wheel during take off @.@ causing me to topple side ways. Luckly I got my leg free in time to stop my fall but :c my pants ... are no more. The right leg is torn!! So I wobbled off and tried to ajust the seat =.= but I wasn't strong enough and although Con was very sweet and tried to ajust it for me ... hes 7 -.- meaning hes even weaker then me. In the end I said “Er nvm.. I think I'll walk...” and put the bike back and walked while Con rode. Somehow we managed to get to the complex on time but now I have blisters from where my sandles rubbed my feet :c This sorta thing is always happening to me!! =.= I guess its the price I pay for not being mindful enough. The good thing is that it gives me something to blog about!

Lately I've been thinking a lot about what I want to do for my 18^th birthday.( er k its in September =.= but since it takes me a long time to make decisions I might as well start now) There are so many more things I can do at 18! ... ok not that many but some at least!! I will legally be an adult.. and thats pretty exciting for me. Any way what I've been thinking about is the best way to celebrte by bday... I don't think I'll have a part but I do want to try everything my new age allows me to do! Among those go to a night club ( what? I want to go to one at least once! =D and so long as I go with people who don't drink it should be fun AND safe), buy an alcoholic drink ( er I'm not going to drink it since I dont actually drink -.- I just want to buy it and then throw it away or something..hmm I think it's best to buy a cheap drink o_o Its something I can do legally that I couldnt do 24 hours before my bday! So I want to try it) um what else can I do that I couldn't do before.... actually thats about it =.= ok thats pretty boring ... maybe I'll just stay home and watch a movie while eating... something. But thats unexciting... o_o I guess I could go to Vegas... and be allowed on in the Casino but I can't remember if that was 21 or 18 hmm... and I'm not going to go to Vegas alone =.= oh darn it!! This is hard ...

I was listening to Iida's ipod earlier today and I heard Mariah Carey's 'We belong together' -.- when that song first came out I liked it a lot why? Because everytime I listened to it I would think of.... a certain someone who :c didn't return my feelings. (this was a few years ago already -.- its not likely to be anyone reading my blog) Oh the memories ... back when I was a bit younger I used to be quite a flirt... er not on purpose of course -.- it was just my personality. When I actuall liked a boy I was pretty unsmooth and back then I went from crush to crush pretty fast. But because I'm not the type to openly say I like someone -.- not many of my crushes ever caught on that I liked them. Hmm ... any way I'm pretty shy when it comes to guys. Er not in the sense that I can't talk to guys or anything =.= just that any guy who thinks I'm going to make the first move is crazy ... I probobly won't make the second move either. More like the third. I guess it's fear of rejection. Night and 'au revoir!